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You Are Never Alone (Mental Matters, Part 2)

09.04.2011

I’ve had a draft post started as an update to my last “Mental Matters” post where I talked about my history of depression, anxiety and plan of seeking more assistance for it. It’s languished in my “drafts” folder for two weeks as I simply didn’t want to write anymore about having depression. It’s painful to …

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Afraid to eat

08.31.2011

I was at work today and 3pm hit. As the minutes ticked past, I realized how freaking hungry I was. I had a satisfying lunch at noon, but was really, overwhelmingly hungry by 3:15pm. I have a stash of about 5 Larabars at my desk to eat if I need them. Today, I was going straight …

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What if this is it?

08.22.2011

This frustrated mind of mine has been very loud this weekend, when not being distracted by my awful ear infections and vertigo that have me feeling drunk on top of a hangover with a headache that won’t stop. Between my boot (still in for 1 more week), my ear infections and vertigo, I am a …

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Overdose of frustration

08.21.2011

Blah. Writing this in a full-belly haze. Pardon the rambling, as always. I have been living in a bubble. Of course, it’s a clear bubble beacuse I am so transparent about everythng I’m thinking. (Some might call it oversharing, I call it transparent). I suppose it could be like the bubble boy, only the bubble blogger, …

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Why am I surprised?

08.10.2011

I had a conversation via text today that sparked this post. The timing of the discussion was pretty serendipitous because I’ve been feeling some of the same things he was talking about in the past 24 hours or so (and a good portion of my life up until now). Bear with me while I try …

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Dear Emily

07.17.2011

This weekend, I’ve been in a super-reflective mood. Just very introverted and in my own head. I have a Groupon to get some photos scanned to disc and also for old 8mm camcorder tapes to get put on DVD, so I spent several hours yesterday looking through my childhood things, trying to pull out photos that …

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Out of Hiding

07.13.2011

I’m a recovering food hider. In my former fat life, I would go through a drive-thru and pick up enough food to feed a family of 4. Literally. You know how it seems impossible to go to Taco Hell and eat more than $5 worth of tacos? I could throw down $15 there, easily. I would …

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I’m a Fighter

07.11.2011

A while back, I asked if anyone had questions for me. I was searching for something to write about as I’m suffering from a bout of writers block and immediately wanted to respond to this question: Jennifer asked: I have been reading your blog about a month now and have felt very inspired. My journey is very …

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