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It’s so frustrating to not be able to do what you want. Between the boot, cast, now another boot, I feel like I have completely become a couch potato. Now, I’m in physical therapy for 12 weeks (I have 8 more as of right now). At each twice per week session, I’m doing what should be easy exercises for my tendon, except they’re not easy. Heel raises? Ridiculously difficult as other muscles are conditioned to help assist the weak/injured muscle to work. It’s also come to my attention that I need to work on my posture. Not shocking as I’ve always been a sloucher, but I have realized how much better I will be able to heal by using good posture, spine alignment, and not rolling my left foot out.

Okay, so know this is a snooze-fest for you all – just wanted to share what I’ve been going through. I have been hesitant to say that the half-marathon was a mistake. It is exactly what I wanted at the time: a massive challenge that could make a statement about being physically able to do something many think you can’t.

The problem is that I heard my body’s warning signs and ignored them. I think my body was too heavy to handle the stress of the training and the event, and I should have been a little patient. For those who know me, you know that patience is NOT my strong suit! Am I still proud of accomplishing it? Yes. Do I think I could have avoided all of these months of injury and pain if I had waited to lose another 100 pounds? Perhaps.

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When people ask how I hurt my foot, I usually say “I did a half marathon in April and hurt a tendon.” They almost always follow up with “So when you’re healed, are you going to do another one?” For now, I’m going to say that I’ll think about it in another 100 pounds.

Lesson learned: listen to your body, always.

  • http://twitter.com/Schmiet Diet Schmiet

    Emmie, I have to say when I was trying to run I had lots of sore bits and wondered how good it was for me. I saw a trainer at the time who told me to focus on the exercise I love (group classes etc) and perhaps – down the track (in 20-30lbs) I might want to start again.

    I sometimes do small amounts of running in bootcamps and circuit classes, but not much!

    • http://www.skinnyemmie.com Emily Sandford

      I must admit that my trainer at the time was totally against me doing the half for the same reason I’m now complaining about. Eating my words – they’re not tasty!

  • http://www.rainintorainbows.com Shari@Rain into Rainbows

    I really do appreciate your taking the time to share your story. See, I had spinal surgery Monday a week ago and I’m just about stir-crazy. I’ve been in a wheelchair for 2 1/2 years now and I’m just so ready to walk again. Last night I was begging Hubs to help me “break free” of the rules for now, but I realize they’re on me for a reason, and that I can really jeopardize my rehab by rushing things.

    Thanks for reminding me that I’m not alone!

    • http://www.skinnyemmie.com Emily Sandford

      wishing you a speedy recovery and patience, Shari. Your husband is right – the rules are there for a reason. xo

  • L Hightowerwells

    It’s a great lesson to relearn, and a good point to write about. Listening to your body will be important throughout your lifelong health journey. Sometimes it takes more willpower to skip your run/workout for a week or two while you heal than it does to exercise in the first place. 

    • http://www.skinnyemmie.com Emily Sandford

      so, so true about the willpower!

  • http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=1594431572 Christie McLamb Inge

    Sending you lots of love, Emmie. 

    • http://www.skinnyemmie.com Emily Sandford

      thank you Christie xo

  • http://theravegan.wordpress.com/ Jen @ TheRAVegan

    As someone with an auto-immune disorder who is a FORMER marathon runner (Does running 1 marathon count as being a marathon runner??) I really appreciate this post.  I want to do what I want to do.  Patience is not my strong suit either, and my husband says I am “a bad recover-er” as I always want to do more the moment I feel better.

    I loved your quote here; don’t beat yourself up about this because it’s what you needed then.  We are working in progress, constantly learning and growing!

    • http://www.skinnyemmie.com Emily Sandford

      YES – running 1 marathon counts as being a marathon runner! I’m an awful recover-er as well. Live and learn, I suppose :)

  • Karen@waistingtime

    I hurt my calf on the elliptical.  Something I did every day.  For 90 minutes.  My trainer tells me I was overdoing it.  Sigh.  So I haven’t done any cardio now since early December and it is killing me that I can’t!  I am eating more and burning off none of the calories.  Sigh.  And I never really, really rested my leg to it hasn’t healed yet.  

    • http://www.skinnyemmie.com Emily Sandford

      Ack Karen, please rest! I’ve been resting for what feels like FOREVER (literally, months) and it’s an awful feeling, but beats a worse injury and sustained pain. xo

  • http://www.binaryfory.wordpress.com/ Amber

    This post is just what I needed. I tore my plantar fascia tendon about a week ago. I was overtraining and I am too big to be running on the hard surfaces I was running on. I think in the back of my mind I knew this, but that wise voice was drowned out by my new-found zeal for fitness.

    Now, about 10 days of bed-rest later I wish I would have listened to my body. Everything is difficult, every step I take feels like a knife stabbing my heel. I miss exercise. I hate being cooped up.

    But after reading your post, especially that quote, I kind-of see this more as a lesson, not a punishment. Which reminds me of another quote I love by Ani diFranco: “Some lessons must be lived in order to be learned.” I think now that I’m finally learning to pay attention, my body has a lot to teach me.

    • http://www.skinnyemmie.com Emily Sandford

      ouch, I’m so sorry you’re in pain. I do think this is one of those lessons that all of us need to experience in order to really learn. We all think we’re an exception :) Best wishes for a speedy recovery.

  • http://ginger-mountain.blogspot.com/ Jen

    Definitely important to listen to your body! I know that some people are all about pushing themselves, which is good, but when they push past reason then it’s just dangerous. At least you can recognize this!

  • http://www.facebook.com/people/Jody-R-Goldenfield/100000069514057 Jody R. Goldenfield

    I always listen to the bod.. it took my some years to figure this out but I did – you know best so do what is right for you! :-)

    • http://www.skinnyemmie.com Emily Sandford

      I think this is one of those lessons everyone needs to learn for themselves. Everyone thinks they’re the exception.

  • http://twitter.com/prettycanhurt Debra Wilson

    I just started jogging short distances. Three days ago, I managed to do 0.6 miles in four shorter bits. Apparently that last set was more than I should have because I was in major pain for a few days afterwards. I have no intentions of actually injuring myself, so going to back off a bit and just stay steady at the 0.45 miles until its easier, then move up. 

    • http://www.skinnyemmie.com Emily Sandford

      you have the rest of your life to work on your distance -why rush it? :)  

  • LHA

    What a great post!  You accomplished such a huge feat to run that half marathon and I am sorry you are still paying the price for your enthusiasm and determination.  How wonderful that you can put it in perspective.  It is terrific that the lesson that you learned is just from doing something so brave and difficult.  So much nicer than learning a lesson from doing something that was bad and self destructive from the start, like overeating or avoiding exercise all together.

    • http://www.skinnyemmie.com Emily Sandford

      thank you :)

  • http://twitter.com/bringing_pretty Bringing Pretty Back

    Never regret anything – so true. Sometimes hard to remember … but so true.