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It started about a week and a half ago when I began feeling like I was in a daze of some sort. Like my head was detached from my body, and even though I knew I was moving, my body felt still. Very tired. Went to the doctor Monday and I had inner ear infections causing imbalance. But was that causing my funk?
Unfortunately, the dizzy feelings are mostly gone but the funk still lingers. This dark cloud over my head following me around. It’s really like an Eeyore-moment, but prolonged. Not depressed, just not full of life. Not responsive to anyone around me. But not sad. Does this make any sense?
I’m still recognizing Little Victories, but they’re not bringing me as much joy as normal. There is nothing that is out-of-sorts with my life right now. In fact, I’m incredibly blessed. Great husband, great friends, great job, weight loss going well and I feel very fulfilled with this blog and the comments I get. I must be crazy to be in a funk, right?
Crazy or not, I must apologize to whomever has noticed this funk around me. I just feel like my mind and enthusiasm are moving at a snails pace, and I can’t seem to break out of it.
I know this blog is generally pretty positive, but I just wanted to share that I, just like everyone else, has bad times, doubt, or like now, just the funk. Hopefully the fog will lift soon.
